No offense but other than all this dust you've kicked up with your spam posts and apparently harassment, this is 100% on you and I don't say stuff like this lightly, especially when it comes to harassment. I've always advocated for more attention being paid to marginalized groups because TitsRP's community is known for being toxic. That being said... you haven't done anything to help at all. You yourself even admitted to using slurs (which regardless of your allowed usage because of identity is NOT allowed here).
You are hypocritical, have claims that you've been extremely rude to day to day players and staff alike. You haven't been around long enough to feel what it's really like to be targeted long term like some people have. Doesn't make it right either way, but you can't spit in someone's face and then get upset that they spat on you back.
Coming from an LGBTQ+ player... you've done more harm for us than good. Even if you aren't actually quitting, perhaps it'd be a good idea for you to step back for a while.