Hi everyone, i have recently been demoted and banned from the server, i have tried appealing both the ban and the demote but they both failed, i love the server and the people on it but if i can't play the server for a whole month and even then cant really enjoy myself knowing that people will think of me as "the kid who got banned and demoted" so ive decided to take a break, my ban will be done past my birthday so i just figured if people on the server dont like me then ill take a break, i dont think much of the staff team likes me as many people were involved in my demotion but i dont blame them much, i just have been really sad because of all of this and i cant have fun on the server to get happier so i think i should just get my shit together then re apply for mod after a while, i just had spent 10$ Paypal in buying a model for my cc and i cant use that or anything on the server for a whole month, i didnt even sit exploit to get banned, i just had the law as king that it was allowed and that i had the propsurf law and i guess propsurfing looks like sit exploiting? i just think alot of the staff (whom i wont name) dont like me and dont want / didnt want me to be staff in the first place, although many staff have been nice to me and treated me well while i was staff and still do treat me well such as plutori, escalera, succ and others, but if i need evidence to support my ban and i dont have any then i guess i have to wait, i dont get what evidence i could have though, and so i may join back right after my ban to make sure i have my model i bought, or i may continue and not come back to the server for a while longer, either way i want to apply back for mod when i can as my favorite thing to do was to moderate and help people, helping people makes me happy, i dont know if my mod app will get accepted when i come back but thats still quite far away, i havent been that happy in school due to bullys and grades and with the state testing coming up soon it wont help, so i dont know if ill be back right after my ban or if it will take more time, it will depend on my "mental health" but for know im taking a break so bye guys.