Sorry about your loss, things happen, no need to worry if you have to leave for a bit, take your time to reestablish yourself mentally, I don't know who they were to you, but just know that's how it has to be sometimes, nothing can change that, find the time to learn how to accept it, or you'll never move on with youurself, trust me I know, but your pain may be greater, depends on the connection, well good to have ya back at least