So I think it's time to set the record straight.
My "suicide" was a legitimate attempt that put me in the hospital but no I never did die I lied about it to try to get a fresh start on the server but it just got more confusing. I stopped playing again because of the backlash and cancer given my way but I'm back now. Feel free to ask questions in PMs, ingame or on discord.
There has been, and only will ever be, one true Homer Simpson.