So, I guess I got perma'd. I had done a round of rdming through C4 and some other weapons on my (main) account and I guess I should of assumed I couldn't outrun my consequences. I made this other account in effort to better myself than my former self, through correction and criticisms in-game and the community. I suppose that comes across a bit malicious regardless and I'm not sure if this means I'm permanently locked out both; I wouldn't be surprised.
PS: In regards to the rdm spree, yeah I did it for the thrill, I was stupid and reckless. I can't justify my behavior, further, clearly. I still had a great experience nonetheless.
IDK if I can appeal for this, but I know I won't be looked at the same way ever again.
You can't outrun your past, I guess