I at least ask for forgiveness. The moderator said it was too far. I even apologized and tried to explain myself, but the moderator didnt even let me talk at all. had no chance of a warn, or a warning ban instead, it went straight to instant ban.
Everyday, im literally working my butt off, and working 10-15 hours a day with overtime and I just want some peace. I legit didnt even know its against the rules, let alone a permanent ban. Not to mention that this moderator hasn't warned a single person i've talked about in a sit, and ignored.
This is unfair, imagine going to life in prison for 4-5 remarks of pedo while others mass rdm and harass me while i ask this moderator to help. There are literally people sprouting hate speech for me just because i'm playing, and I'm literally getting banned for 4-5 pedo remarks.
I know i did something wrong, without excuse, I did it to test mr. bones's voice box, and out of stress i've taken. Over the past hour, i've got rdmed atleast once every 4-5 mins, i had like 30-40 deaths XD.
The worse part is that I only made the pedo remarks as a meme from civil protection or cp and why no one talks about (I didnt explicitly say this part) cops being replaced with civil protection.
Legit, theres a literal voice box for it, and no one is talking about it... If i was a new player on gmod, and i heard that gmod phrase, i would've probably be freaked out that a game supports the voice box. In fact, theres god damn pedobear-like player model in the server itself.
Man, even the damn forum has pedo remarks too, "We feast on their screaming obscenities, high pitched voices and enthusiatic energy. . . the spirit that worketh in the children of disobedience, our firey brethren, Satan." Literally on the bottom of the forums.
I have no idea why 4-5 remarks of pedophilia is perma banned, but we have a pedo-bear player model in server, also as a custom class model, and we have a literally voice box of CP, and we have possible references from the forum's quotes on the bottom.
Its like indirectly making pedophilia remarks legally, but I'm being banned for 4-5 remarks.
I was making pedophilia remarks based on the gmod voice box, pedobear player model, and the forum's quotes,
"TitsRP is a DarkRP server where small children are welcome."
I'm just a man who works 10-15 hours a day. I just want to relieve my stress and not get rdmed or harassed.